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    Things are going real well for me at this time.The surgery has been so good for me that words can not even express how I feel.I have good days and still have a few bad ones.The best part is being able to go to normal stores and buying normal clothes  again,something I have not done in years.I have gone from a size 22-24 to a 12-14 and from a 3x to a large.BIG BIG change for me.I have alot more energery and am able to play with my new granddaughter alot.
    Alot has happened in the last two weeks that has scared me to death about the surgery.One was we lost a beautiful girl named Allison two weeks ago to a blood clot and now a guy whom I talk to everyday is fighting for his life as I write this due to not doing what he was suppose to and now his body is shutting down from complications.He was having trouble not eating and kept telling me he was scared to eat for fear of throwing up.This has been going on for a month and now he is on a ventalator and feeding tube.All of this has really been hard on me thinking this could happen to me.I have really been trying to make sure I get in my protein and and fluids in again just to make sure.Being from a small town just knowing someone whom is going tru the same things was great and now this.
   For everyone who does not attend group meeting START now ,they help alot .You need the company of fellow sleeveers to get thru this.The OH group has been a blessing for me .When I get down and not sure what to do they are always there to answer all your questions.