Surgery Today...can't sleep!

Jul 29, 2014

My surgery is today, YAY! I have to be at the hospital at 11 AM and I've been up since 4:30 .  I loud crash of thunder woke me up and once awake I started thinking about today and alas, now I can't sleep.  My anxiety is through the roof and I'm extremely thirsty and hungry but of course I can't eat or drink anything.  It's frustrating and I wish I could just sleep so I wouldn't think about it.  I am excited to have this procedure done but I have to admit that a part of me is thinking "BACK OUT NOW WHILE YOU STILL CAN!!"  Are these feelings normal? I want to tell myself that it's just my nerves telling me to run away!

Oh well I suppose I'm going to try to get some more sleep or go take a shower.  Wish me luck!

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