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Me today and always!!!!!
Oct 22, 2010
How is it the ones I thought I knew so well has become such strangers
? Is the deceit within me or within the ones that I use to hold so true and dear. My heart still beats non-stop, my passion is still undeniable, and my love continues to be everlasting. The only true change is my exterior.
Did you find comfort in my misery?
Joy in my torment?
Content in my loneness and isolation?
A sense of power in my weakness and fears?
How do I continue this journey ALONE? I thought my support system was unbreakable and eternal. I put my faith, my success, and my trust in the hands of people who PROVED to be inadequate and unreliable. In people who are proving they are only capable of loving me on their terms, as they need, when they need, and how they need all while being oblivious to my needs, wants, and sacrifices.
But guess what?
I’m OK
, I’m still surviving, maintain, and achieving. How sweet it COULD have been for us to have shared this together
. I think about all the time, energy, effort, and LOVE I invested in you and really believed that our friendship, connection, and love could and would stand the test of time. Believe it or not, I don’t regret a thing! All MY life lessons, good or bad are footprints engraved in my storybook. A storybook that I have used to make it this far without you, a storybook that has taught me the true meaning of FRIENDSHIP, TRUST, LOYALITY, COMPASSION, HAPPINESS, STRENGTH, LOVE and A STORYBOOK THAT HAS SHOWN ME HOW TO ACCEPT AND BE OK IN MY OWN SKIN!!!!!!!!
But most of all a storybook that has shown and proved UNCERTAINTY IS THE ONLY CERTAINTY!!!!
This is to taking back, having, holding and never ever again giving away the key to MY HAPPINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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About Me
Lithonia, GA
Location
26.3
BMI
Surgery
03/30/2010
Surgery Date
Feb 08, 2010
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