To be a crackhead or not

Dec 27, 2010

To be a crackhead or not!

Who would have thought ANYONE would say I look like a crackhead! Do I feel insulted or complimented? I don't know how I feel. It's funny because when i look in the mirror I still see that sad "FAT"girl looking back. I understand, comprehend, and acknowledge that I have lost weight but the exact amount is questionable. What I see and what everyone else See's is TOTALLY different.
I mean, I love me and I love the change my body has gone through. I just sometimes have a hard time seeing past and weighing out and through the insults and the compliments.
Example:
OMG
You look like a stick
Your head is so big
WOW, now that is what a woman is "suppose" to look like
you almost look sick
how much more you plan to lose, don't you think you NEED to stop!
You look better than before
You looks like a totally different person, you are really pretty
I could go on, which ones are compliments and which ones are insults?

Now don't get me wrong, I wouldn't change a thing that I have done. Having surgery has been the BEST decision I have made in a long time. I just wasn't prepared for the "World ~ and their thoughts, views, and comments. When I first started going through the process to have surgery I started saying my JOURNEY, I never knew how true that statement would become reality!!!

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