what will i look like?

Oct 06, 2010

I am starting to get afraid of how I will look after having the surgery.  What if i lose too much weight, and not be attractive to anyone.  I dont want to get too skinny, that is one of my fears.  My other fear is what if i gain the weight back, i have seen some people who have had the surgery done and they gained it back and are struggling with eating right to lose the extra weight put on after losing.  I try to tell myself this is for you and dont care about what other people say or think about me, but its hard to not wonder about it.  I also try to just keep telling myself that i want to be healthy is the main reason for me doing this and so that i can live a longer life with my 2 little girls.

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