Fancee
2nd week post-op
Jan 06, 2010
two weeks post-op. This thing is harder than i thought!! My mind is playing tricks on me! Besides the fact that i seem to always be hungry ( I know, I know, "head" hunger-it still feels real to me). It seems like there is nothing "good" to eat. Then when i do eat, i take a few bites and that is it! I think i am in some kind of mourning. I miss food. It was a comfort to me. It was there when i was happy and when i was sad. When i was bored, when i wanted to celebrate and when i was upet. Now, my old "friend" is gone. I am trying to think of things i can do in place of eating. But nothing seems to take the place. It's kinda depressing. I am trying to make it through this phase and i know that i will. But my word, how long will it last? When will the longing go away? Or at least diminish. When i feel like this i try to focus on the weight loss. Since, I have started this process i have lost about 40 pounds. That is great! I am able to wear some clothes that were a little too tight on me before. Wonderful! Maybe when i started to physically notice the change in my size these feelings will pass. Lately I have been worrying that i wil lose the weight and then gain it all back later. I don't want to be like that.I don't want to sound so negative, and i am happy that i had my RNY. I guess i just have some adjusting to do!
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About Me
Nashville, TN
Location
23.4
BMI
Surgery
12/21/2009
Surgery Date
Apr 26, 2009
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