Welcome Back

Sep 07, 2011

Well it's been a long time and a lot has happened. I quit my job that was making me completely miserable everyday, plus i was stuffing my face there all day long because people feel the need to bring in insane amounts of food all the time. So i quit at the end of May and I moved near Atlantic City with my sister and her family. Things are going well. I had a nice summer and am now aggressively seeking employment. I have since ditched my wig and have decided to just be me and if people can't handle it oh well. I also have been doing well with my poetry in fact I just finished a poem last night about my addiction to food which I will post after this blog. Although I don't know who actually reads this, but if one person gets something out of it that's enough for me. Actually I get something out of it so there's one person right there. Anyway I am at 178 lbs according to the scale this morning. To be fair I have no exercised once this entire summer and I have been eating terribly. My food addiction while not as out of control as it was when I was working is still bad. I need to get a handle on it. So vacation is over and it's time to start fresh. I still want to hit my goal of 150 lbs. although I do have to keep reminding myself that I have A LOT of extra skin which contributes to my weight. I may have the opportunity to have a lower body lift after the new year so I will keep you posted on that, for now though it's up to me. I need to get my life right. I hope everyone else is doing well. Keep your heads up and your minds right. "We are the captains of our own destiny, only we can decide where to steer our ship." 

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