finnsmum
I have battled my weight all my life, had huge weight gains with pregnancy, then lost it with crazy dieting and intense exercise, I have been on medication that made me gain crazy weight, and then once I got over 200 lbs, I just kind of settled for a long time, always trying to exercise and do weight watchers for a while, or jenny Craig for six months, or whatevr..losing and gaing the same 20 lbs. I currently am at 247(wwoo it feels good to finally be able to say that) I remeber going for my physical this year and wanting to ask about weight loss surgery, but feeling like maybe I wasnt fat enough(
just crazy), it's like I still was in denial about what I looked like on the outside.. Anyways, over that, done the psych eval(times two b/c I had a history of bulimic behavior as a teen, and I am a recovering addict), the labs, the xrays, the upper gi, and just waiting for my date for the lap band procedure!!!!!I feel very empowered for finally taking a stand with my body, in recent years I have done so m uch to heal the inside, nw its time to make the outside match...Hoping to meet wonderful supportive people..Peace
