10 days post-op & nervous

Jan 02, 2009

hi everyone im 10 days out, and feeling really good, no complications but I can't stop thinking about something happening to me, I keep reading all these things about others, and i can't help but getting scared for myself to the point of regreting the surgery, I know maybe Im just exaterating becouse until now I feel fine, almost like my old self before the surgery , but at night I can't sleep just thinking about all these things, and I get anxiety over it I don't know if im normal or have to go see a phyc...I have an appointment with my surgeon on jan 7 I will be asking some questions, and I have prayed to god to keep me peaceful, and that Iam in his hands nomatter what happens it's him that decides well it has been a lil hard on me these couple days becouse of newyears and stuff you know food, food. food. it's not that Im hungry but just to see it or be around it makes me mad, sad to the point of tears, becouse I know I can't even taste it, well I pray it would get better today im over my sisters house family came to visit they had fried chicken, rice mashed potatoes that I made well I had 2 tastes of those nothing happened in my stomach,,,,yeah, well I brought all my drinks, jello pudding ect....well thanks to everybody that will comment this and uplift my spirit ....god bless you all.

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CA
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28.0
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RNY
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12/23/2008
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Nov 01, 2008
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