2 Year anniversary

Feb 08, 2009

Well it was yesterday but now I have a minute to stop by my own blog and post.
I am happy with where I am. I am actually just tired of the idea of dieting and trying to lose the extra 15 lbs so I am kind of giving up and trying to just live. I need to learn to be happy with where I am. Healing your brain from the negative feelings about yourself is a huge part of this process that I don't think you expect. I thought"when I am thin" a lot of issues would resolve themselves and I am finding that is not true.
I can do so many things that I could not do before. I was a super active person when heavy but a lot of things I just slowly started to eliminate. Now that they are not difficult to do as a thinner person I am becoming more aware of the things I left behind. I am not ashamed to go places because of my weight and what people will think of me. I am not worried about what kind of Mother I am being to my children because I look like I don't take care of myself.
It is a life long journey and I am obviously just at the beginning.

0 Comments

About Me
E Falmouth, MA
Location
27.9
BMI
RNY
Surgery
02/07/2007
Surgery Date
Jan 01, 2007
Member Since

Before & After
rollover to see after photo

Friends 50

Latest Blog 69

×