Mediocrity

Jan 17, 2009

It is a Saturday night and I am home alone.  This is not an experience I am accustomed to.  My gay boyfriend and I had a HUGE fight on Tuesday and haven't spoken to each since.  If we had not fought I would be at his house, urging him to hurry up and get ready, while lounging on his bed and applying far too much eyeshadow.  I want to call and apologize, but I won't.  Well, not until tomorrow anyways. 

Tonight I ate a piece of pizza in an hour.  I despise myself.  I am going to stretch my stomach out and get fat again. 

I can't wait to see him again.  I genuinely miss him. 

Sigh. 

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