CW: 144

May 25, 2009

I am officially below my goal weight... or what I thought was my goal weight.  Now that I am here I am determined to lose 17 more pounds.  A lot of my friends and family tell me that I am thin now and that I look perfect, however I know that they are lying.  I don't quite understand why anyone would deem it necessary to lie to me in regards to my weight and it makes it so much more difficult having to endure this journey alone, but I know that I will manage. 

On June 27 I am going to EDC (it's a  rave) with my best friend and probably a few of our friends from West Hollywood.  I would like to reach my goal weight by then because I would then be able to wear something I created* that is super tight and crazy. 

In order to reach this goal I am going to go full throttle for the next month:

1. Exercise five days per week.
2. Vegan foods only.
3. 60 grams pf protein per day.
4. 750 calories per day.
5. 64 oz water per day.

I am going to log my intake here and in my food diary and I am not going to succumb to temptation. 

*I'm an aspiring fashion designer and therefore, tend to rock my own designs whenever possible

In other news people keep making comments about how "slender" I am.  I find myself wondering who told them to lie and why. 

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