It's just so much to keep up with.

Mar 09, 2009

Hey OH family,

Today, I really got the point about the post-op requirements. I ate my first of 6 mini meals and got really sick today.  Once I took a nap and recovered from that experience, I was thrown-off for the entire day. I didn't take my vitamins, I eye-balled an ounce today, I probably drank only 2-3 cups of water, etc, etc.

The result is that I feel it now. It's 11:40p and I am exhausted. I have no energy and have had intense pains on my left side all day.  I am committing to do better tomorrow.

Also, I bought a scale today b/c I couldn't wait until my post-op surgeon's appt on 3/19. The scale said that I was about 273lbs. which would account for 16lbs lost. I can't get excited about it because I don't believe it.  I know that it's possible but I can't build my hopes that something isn't wrong with the new scale. This probably sounds crazy but I can't risk believing that I have had such a large weight loss to find out next week that there was an error.

My body is fixed but the big girl head games are still going on.  Ya'll pray for me.

Kenya

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