Hi every1,

my story is different from most I gained my weight over the years, through depression food (junk food) was my way of dealing with heartache, pain,  critizism, lies, being raped, beatin, and emotionally abused.
I was a child of the state meaning that I was in and out of group homes, foster homes, and hell!
Experience was my teacher so as you can imagine I had obsolutly no one to turn to or talk to through the years ,
But know I'm the mother of 4 I have 1girl and three boys my girl is the oldest, I talk to her about any and everything, I let her know that it is safe for her to come and talk to me about anything no matter what it is!!!!
I reached my biggest weight at the age 30 I was 345lbs and a emontional wreck, I could not understand why all this was happening to me I truly felt as if God hated me or he just simple forgot about me, I wanted to end my life so many times because I felt like I was no help to anyone especially my children I had no energy, my body ached ALL the time, i had high blood pressure, and to top it all off the one man who I truly believed with my whole would ever hurt my CHEATED on me with a family friend. Believed or not that gave me that pushthat I needed to get up and find away to make my life better, I went to see this new doctor and the first thing he said to me was you are very over weight I looked at him and she What I didn't know that and who told you?, he then started laughing and said I'm sorry I said that wrong, but anyway he told me about the gastric bypass surgery and said that i was a good canidate for it, I took all the info he had made appointment at litedimension and the rest is history today My weight is 250 it's been going up and down I wish that I could get down to 175lbs one day I will.


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Twentynine Palms, CA
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Jul 04, 2007
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