Pictures can tell a 1000 words

Dec 01, 2011

Been looking over the pics from this past year.  Re-visiting memories with my family.  I cannot help but admire the changes that have happened in my appearance.  I take for granted sometimes (ok, most times)  what I have accomplished by looking at what I want to happen.  When I get dressed, sure I notice the flabby skin.  But deep down I still feel FAT.  I still dont see what other see.  They pay me compliments and give me lil nicknames (skinny mini).  I smile and feel good, but it is a fleeting moment. 

I have been so focused with the weight loss stalling, that I havent been noticing the other changes.  In so many ways I went back to the old way of thinking, "you'll never do this",  that I noticed I had been slipping back into the old pattern of sabotaging myself so that I wont be so dissapointed in the end.  Sure took a helluva long time to realize it. 

Time to get a grip and realize that I am WORTH this and everything else that I strive for. 

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