free4ever
1 Year anniversary
Feb 05, 2010
ok I made to my 1 year... I am 136lbs lighter and feeling so much healthier.. trying to feel more attractive is more of a job but I am getting there. I bought skinny jeans 3 weeks ago (with the kids persistence) and discovered they are too big...
I have lost my boobs (still looking for them), and my ass has slid completely off the bony frame that it was sitting on..My tummy and my thighs look like deflated balloons, my back and chest are boney as hell & my multiple chin is down to a single..I found my waist & lost my love handles..(why were they love handles anyhow?) I certinally didn't love them...and the back boobs are gone forever..
My shoes are fitting better and I can actually shop for clothes, underware and bras in normal departments and it feels awesome..I don't need an extention to reach my bottom to wipe and I can sit indian style comfortably..(well, semi comfortable with the healing broken hip) I feel more noticed for me than for my fat & I have more energy for life. I still have challenges with looking in the mirror and pictures are tough but I force through it and I hope that one day soon I will see a pretty girl in the reflection...My marriage is on the rocks and I still have a chunk of weight to lose but I look forward to meeting the new girl on the other side of this mad roller coaster ride...
I have been down a very challenging road this past year and I have survived..I'm still in school and getting ready to apply to the university to finish my degree..I have lost my mom, my grandmother is screwing me for funeral expenses and I have had some issues with my teenager. I am lonely and struggling with my husband and his lack of motivation for this relationship..All in all, I am ready to face the future and I dream of the day that sclae finally reads the goal..and the alarm bells go off like the jackpot in a casino!!!
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About Me
Elizabeth City, NC
Location
24.3
BMI
Surgery
02/02/2009
Surgery Date
Aug 07, 2008
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