free 4 life
Nov 26,03
Oct 23, 2006
Went shopping this week for some new winter clothes which was fun ..uhh till i got to the fitting room anyway the wonderful size 26 i did wear no longer fit. I am thinking having to lay on the bed to button the size 26 jeans i had at home should of been a clue..haha..denial is a funny thing well trust me that size 28 made REALITY set in fast...lol but the part that puzzles me is I havent gained anymore weight I guess the weight i have needed somewhere to go... so my butt must have gotten the job! .. Well Happy Turkey Day Eve!
Nov 10, 03
Oct 23, 2006
Had my first visit with Dr. Spaulding on the 4th... Went ok I guess wasnt what I expected I was hoping to go in talk to everyone and get a date or atleast a confirmation or something but all i got was ... Here are some menu plans to fill out come back in a month and half and we will decide if you can have the surgery needless to say I left there feeling alittle bummed out.. Evereyone there was nice enough ...Hmmm I realized it will problaby be 2005 before I have my surgery ..Oh Boy!! But I did weight 298lbs compared to the 303lbs I was a couple of months ago.
Sept 25, 03
I have been in the battle of the buldge for my adult life I was married at 18 weighed 150lbs had my daughter at 19 gained 60 lbs during that time and never lost it and i have been going higher in weight each year. trying different weight loss programs along the way losing some but only to fall flat on my face again getting bigger and bigger each month ,year, I have thought of doing this for a very long time I tried to have it done when i lived in Florida a few years ago but my HMO declined me i was more than 100 over weight.. 260 but my bmi wasnt high enough I was very upset and depressed which made me gain more weight. Now i weigh in at 303. never thought i would get to 300lbs i have seen other people and always said that would never be me
. still now i wonder how did i let it happen to myself I have a consult with Dr. Spaulding Nov 4,03 I am so excited I cant wait to get a sugery date i know the wait is long but it will be a light at the end of the tunnel for me just knowing that time will come when i can play with my kids walk the mall grocery store or walmart and not be out of breath makes each day closer to my freedom to be ME again.
. still now i wonder how did i let it happen to myself I have a consult with Dr. Spaulding Nov 4,03 I am so excited I cant wait to get a sugery date i know the wait is long but it will be a light at the end of the tunnel for me just knowing that time will come when i can play with my kids walk the mall grocery store or walmart and not be out of breath makes each day closer to my freedom to be ME again.
