Fuzzywuzzy
Ok..
Long story or short? LOL.. not sure..
Most of my weight gain started about 10 years ago when i lived in Atlanta GA. It was right after culinary school and the death of a sibling. I think i went into a sub consious depression when my brother died. I did things that i am not proud of.. and kindof Tempted Fate to kill me.. i wasnt particularly trying to kill myself but i was by no means playing it SAFE... about 12 months after the death of my brother i realized what was going on and corrected myself. I'm very lucky to be alive and healthy after this so i thank God for that. but it was at this time.. that i started to gain alot of weight. I started out about 230 and have progressively gone up each year since then. I'm now the Largest that i have ever been. 366 is my current weight and along with the weight has come health issues. I have Sleep appnea, Very Bad Gout, shortness of breath, and fatigue. I understand the surgery is only part of a real Cure.. so i've set an appointment up with a psycologist and hope to begin counseling for these underlying issues as well. i am open to hearing comments from all of you lovely people. Advice is always welcome..
thanks..