so busy enjoying life
Feb 07, 2010
I have not written in soooo long. Its been a year and 4 months since my surgery. I have lost almost 100lbs I have 10 more to go. but I have not lost anything in the past 3 months in fact if anything I think I have gained 5 lbs. GRRR I have been very bad... I have been loving my new life so much that I have been careless. I have in the last couple months started going out and drinking... Binge Drinking... NOT a good idea... So today is a new day and I am going to nip this in the butt right now and get back on track and not put myself in this situation... anyone have any good ideas how to begin the eating habits we learned right after surgery..? Anyone want to share any similar stories??0 comments
Oct 19, 2008
well here I am this is my first blog. Im 5 days out of surgery. wow doesnt seem that long ago. Anyways I am feeling pretty good. pain meds are being used less. I am going a good 5hrs between instead of 3.5 hrs. The one thing that seems to be getting the best of me the past two days are my emotions. I feel like Im on a roller coaster. I cry and get upset with people easy. I seem to feel alone and like no one really cares and yet I know that is not true. I am stressed about my kids and family. But what I also realized is that when someone upsets me.. I dont have that good old bag of chips to turn to or the candy bar. I need new coping skills. I seem to be talking to God quite a bit more.