Feeling blue

Apr 24, 2010

I don't know what it is I am just so BLAH.  Weight loss has slowed, it's picking up some, and I'm trying to get more active, but it's not the excitedment of the first 5 months.  I'm not even that worried about that.

My husband and I are both in grad school, and it's a bit consuming, especially for him.  I'm just NOT into it this semester.  I have 3 things left to do... one is moving along, the other 2 I haven't started and it's all due in less than 2 weeks.

It's Saturday evening and I am at the library.  I've been here over 2 hours and have not accomplished anything.  That in itself is depressing.

We have been trying to sell our house and buy a new one before the tax credit expired, I thought I had found "the" house, but my husband sees things wrong with it, yeah it needs work, and it may be really expensive work, but the idea of moving has kept me excited.  Now that the tax credit is about to expire and we haven't sold our house I feel like I don't have anything to look forward to.  

I know this seems really whiney, but it's my blog and if I want to endulge myself in whining I guess it's my perogative.  I'm normally a pretty happy person, but I guess sitting in a library on a Saturday afternoon/evening will do that to a girl.

My birthday is this week too, but because of school we can't even plan anything to do, I usually love my birthday but this year it just means I'm older, that we're almost to the end of the tax credit and no one bought my house (somehow makes me feel like I lost $6500) and I get to go to class on my birthday night and I have an assignment due that I haven't started and instead of working on it, I'm writing miserable crap on my blog.

uggghhhh

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