Knock....Knock.......

Mar 21, 2010

Um can I come in??  I know its been a few months....I am sorry!  LOL.  I get on here about a few times a week, but never want to just sit and type type type.   I am doing just wonderful.  I actually got a job back in November, and its full time and takes up a big chunk of my life on a day to day basis.  Its so hard these days, missing my old "stay at home mom" life that I was living for the past 3 or so years.  But I absolutely LOVE my job!!  I love all my co-workers as well.  Its like leaving my family in the morning, to hang out with my other family during the day.  Its nothing like the Career I had in Hotels.  I have never been happier!  
My body is angrily hanging onto my last 15 pounds to my goal. hahahha!!  I am back to basics as of the last couple weeks, but only lost 3 pounds. And then I eat something bad....swell up like a balloon.....and gain it all back.  BOO!  But as of my home scale....I am at 177.  I cant even think of the last time I weighed that.......I swear it had to be 8th grade?  My pants are now a
10 /12.  I got out of my 14's pretty damn fast.  My tops are a medium......I have absolutely NOTHING to wear.  LMAO!!!!  

MY MIND HAS NOT CAUGHT UP!  I do not see myself as others see me.  I talk about getting off these last 15 pounds to goal, and everyone tells me "Lose it from where?  You are too skinny! Stay where you are right now...you look great"  But I just do not see it... :-(  I hope it catches up soon.   

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San Jose, CA
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10/30/2008
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Aug 29, 2006
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