Not Home For the Holidays

Dec 21, 2008

It's funny, When I left for LA I thought I would have no problem not being home for Xmas.  After all, I had lived on my own for years in Cleveland.   No family there.  But one thing I had there was friends.  I had parties to go to, people I could visit.  And I always worked, so that those who had families could be with them.  And we had a good time on all the holidays when we worked. (The view of fireworks on the 10th floor was fanastic).  But here I am in LA, no friends nearby, closest family 7 hours away.  I am also not working the 24th or 25th, though I am working the days before and after. 

Anyway, I am sitting here feeling sorry for myself and wondering if I can make the trip home in time, or if I should just write it off as a bad idea.  The weight loss is going great (down 40 pounds now), but doesn't seem worth it atm.  Right now I want to pig out or something, but I can't cause my tummy won't let me.  A good thing I suppose.  I tried on a dress that I woulda thought was to small earlier today, and it fit!  Woulda thought I would be happier about it longer.  Ah well, just whining here I guess.  I'll post again when I am happier. 

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