Having a tough time with this, not sure why.

Jul 03, 2009

This time of year is usually great, sun shinning, being outside, time off and some times vacation.  This year is not turning out this way.  I am so not happy and I don't know why.  The weight loss is great.  My job is a pain but that is normal, the headaches are getting very old but we are working on that,  I just don' t get the problem.  Any little issue or even no issue nad I'm gone.  of the deep end.

I am working on it and my dr. says give it a chance, some of my meds may need to adjust.  Ok so there is an issue last year I was on 1 medication, now I am no more than 10, good thing my band is not tight, I guess that is another issue I am still not sure where we are with the band and the dr. office is not helping wiht this.  It seems that I can't get them to ask him a question, that is another story.  So today lets see what is working.

My car is paid off finally.
I have a loving family
I work with the church to help there
I have a great job
I am going to go to the amusement park and ride rollercoasters wiht my brother, yes I even
      promissed the sky coaster, you see I never liked roller coaster even cried on the little dipper, a
      childs rollercoaster the first time,  My borther want to know who I am and what I sis wiht his
       sister. LOL

All of this is great and yet it leaves me sad.  Maybe tomorrow will be better!!!

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