gingerly1983
Holidays...grrrr
Dec 24, 2010
The holidays are really not being good to me! I haven't been binging or anything, but I have definitely eaten things I know I shouldn't be eating. Omg, I'm struggling! I stepped on the scales today...I've been avoiding them again. 221. That's 8lbs up from my lowest of 213. I've been staying between 215-220 since I started birth control. I was 213 twice, and it was only after a weekend of not being able to keep anything down. I couldn't even get water down. I got pretty dehydrated and had to have an emergency unfill. This has only happened like twice in my banding journey. So..if I'm severely dehydrated, I'm 213. lol So anyway..New Year's Resolutions coming around again!!!! I WILL GET BACK ON TRACK AND REACH MY GOAL OF 185!!!!! I can do it..I know I can. I just need some extra motivation. Motivation...that is my absolute biggest problem. I need some help in this area. I don't like exercise, but then again, who does? How do other people make themselves do it? What kind of motivation do they use to get off their asses and get this extra weight off?? I'm 36lbs to goal now (thanks to the lovely holiday food I've been eating). It doesn't seem like much at all considering I started at 334. I know. It's not much. But I haven't lost a damn pound since I started birth control 2 and a half months ago! That has thrown every ounce of motivation I had left out the effin window. should I stop the birth control? lol..probably not. So what the hell do I do?! How do I motivate myself to get back on track and lose 36 lbs?! My deadline to reach goal was April 27th, 2011. I hoped I wouldn't have to extend that, but that's a lot to do in 4 months :( uggghhhhhhhhhhh...just needed to vent again.
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05/20/2015
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Mar 05, 2009
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