gochristy1971
March 27, 2011
Mar 27, 2011
Ugh, the electrolyte mix made me sick to my stomach! I almost didn't finish it! And it was not bad coming out at all...just going in!I'm also choking down anti-biotics...I just want to go to bed, but I can't til 10 when I take my last dose.
I've been very teary today. I don't know if I can pinpoint why. It's a lot of things. Giving up food as I know it, fear of a huge surgery, fear of the unknowns...it is just emotional. I also feel like a hugs failure for having gotten to this point. But, I have consistently shown that I cannot do this on my own. I don't want to wait any longer. I have to realize that failure is not taking control and doing something really hard like this. It's a step in the right direction!
10 pm come on! I'm ready for sleep!!!
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51.9
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Surgery
03/28/2011
Surgery Date
Jan 24, 2011
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