Will I Ever Get Rid of This "Fat" Girl Body???

May 18, 2010

Woke up kinda upset today... I have so much skin its not even funny. I recently lost my job, im on unemployment, going thru a tough time now, Nothing God doesnt have under control ;) But here I am stuck in a FAT GIRLS BODY. It seems i cant get rid of it, ive always been the fattest one, i want to be comfortable. Now dont get me wrong i love weighin 160lbs, but:

-My Arms are my main concern, im dying to wear a tanktop, not spanx, a shirt, adn a jacket it 95 degree weather. :( MY thighs hold me down, from Running, My stomache also. im not worried about my butt and boobs, thats whatever. just want to be able to walk outside when its 99 degrees outside, in a tank top, shorts, and some flip flops. (sighs)

-Its Hot. I have to cover up EVERYTHING. i dont feel comfortable going to the beach, the skin holds me down ALOT, when i try to run or jog, my skin is heavy. Its holds me down.

-Im 25yrs old, i just started living life from a child to an adult when i turned 23. I want to fully be me.

I dont know what else to do, i guess just save and wait it out, but how long can that take???

-Just Venting-

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