Goldie97

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Well things are pretty stressful right now in my life. My husband just left to go back driving over the road, my sisters husband left her 9 months pregnant with a stack full of unpaid bills. So we are trying to help redue her house to get it ready for the baby to come home. He left her without any money. But our family is pitching in to help her out. I will move in with her to help her with everything until she can go back to work. The the biggest bummer for me is that the 2 doctors that took Medicaid here in Florida has stopped excepting it.  Now I am back to square one again. It sucks because I thought that soon I would be starting my new life happy and able to enjoy things with my kids again. Well I better go I will write more later.

Well since I was last on my profile I have moved. Since my husband got hurt at work he had back surgery and we were staying with my parents. Well my dad is an alcoholic and he started running his mouth as usual and well now we are staying with my grandmother until something gives. My husband is going to go back over the road and this will catch us up and we can get our own place again. Then maybe I will be able to focus more on my goal to have the WLS shortly after the first of the year. Well I got to go.

I am 30 years old. I have been married for 10 and 1/2 years to a great guy who loves me for who I am. I have three boys 12, 8, and 6. They are a handful and always on the go. I have been battling my weight since the birth of my second son and it really got out of control when I had my hystorectomy in 2003. But the last year I have really packed the weight on; weighing in at 357lbs. I have a torn ACL in my left knee that the doctor's can't do anything about because of my weight, I have lower back pain, high blood pressure, and to top that off I am Bipolar. My depression has really gotten worse here lately because I hate to look at myself in the mirror, I can't go shopping and find clothes that fit me, I can't go grocery shopping because I get winded, I don't like going out in public because of how big I am. I feel like I am an embarrasment to my kids and husband. I have just been sitting in the bedroom here lately just isolating myself from everything. I have tried every diet pill there is, slim-fast, Hoodia, low-calorie diet, just fruit and veggies, Atkins, the Atkins modified, South Beach, and what ever else there is. Now I am doing my research about weight loss surgery. I am leaning toward RYN but I am still undecided. I would like to here about everyones story that has been through or is going through what I am going through. Tell me everything that you think I need to know. I sort of got the ball rolling because my doctor says I am a good candidate for the bypass and I have to go to a seminar and get my blood work done before I go back to her in a month.