gonnabskinny2
Well, I am 29 years old. and sick of being a BIG GIRL! Actually, I love me. I thank God for where I am and who I am. But I have three beautiful sons that need momma around, to run those girls off. ( HAHA!!) I am already scheduled for my surgery and it took about 2 1/2 weeks altogether. I have been fat since after the summer of my 6th grade year in school. I can remember sneaking money and change to order Pizza Hut pizza's and would sit and eat the whole thing. SHAME, SHAME, SHAME.
I always carried my weight fairly well. By the time I got married and had children I was at 250 lbs. I remember saying to myself " I wont let myself get any bigger than what I am now. I said I just wouldnt be able to live with myself if I were any bigger. WEll boy did that end quickly. Today I weigh 290 lbs. I found myself saying the same thing about hitting 300 lbs. But thats when I knew that something had to be done.
Im very excited about all of this until they called and said " you are approved" THen my stomach hit the back of my back. No I was not about to get scared. I have waited years for this. So i guess that its normal to get anxious and nervous about the whole thing.
