Gothic_Angel
WED 21ST:
Ok so I saw this commercial for St. Francis Hospital for Gastric Bypass . It gave a link to go check out and so I did hoping it would be helpful with what the fuck im supposed to do to get this surgery done. AND IT WAS!!! So I asked my dad if we could go to the free seminar and sure enough he was down for it. So we went to the one on the 21st. I met with a doctor who was hillarious but making me nervous talking about intestines falling out through the stitches. Offcourse he was joking but i still went weak lol. ughhh but i picked him as my surgeon.
Tues March 27th:
So yesterday I had bad news about my insurance. I flipped out as u all can see in my posts. But im not going to let this get me down. Im working with social security trying to get on this so i can move my coupon to CNP. MY social worker said i have to eligble for social security to do this and he doesnt think i am and doesnt think my situation wil last a year well it has since i havebeen on dshs and i had my review already and im on for another year. Hello..that has got to tell you something. I have lots of co morbidities and alot of excess body weight and severe depression. I got to the point where i dont enjoy living anymore. But im a fighter...oh yes im a fighter and i will beat this and have my surgery. of course i am going to lose some weight with out while I basically fight for my right to live. im going on the diet they have you on after surgery and doing this until i lose fifty pounds to that when and i mean WHEN i get my surgery..itll be easier for me to lose this weight. My liver wont be so toxic and wont go through too much drama. my weight loss will be fast and ill reach my goal easier. it will be hard but like i said im a fighter and its my time to be happy.
