Still Struggling 10/22/09

Oct 22, 2009

OK, here I am again.  The last 3 months I have gained another 8lbs!   I'm depressed and back on meds. I am now convinced this is the reason for my depression. I'm distgusted with myself for not being stronger to lose what I have gained.

I'm now going to make another appointment with the surgeon to further investigate my fistula and what can be done.  I won't lie, I'm scared of the operation and scared of regaining!

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