Update

Oct 05, 2009

...A lot has happened or rather, a lot hasn't been happening. I moved out. So now I have my own place right next to campus. It's really nice. I started seeing a new therapist because the old one did that crap I blogged about last time. My boyfriend is coming to see me in a few weeks. I have made 3 friends. Which is a lot when you had none for a year. And they are all nice and funny. And they like me a lot. I think this new town is better. Less stuck up people.

...The thing that hasn't really changed has been my weight. I take that back. I was throwing up daily for about a week and a half and I got down to 260. Then I started eating again and it went up fast to like 270 something. So pooh. I am now in the mid to high 270s. But my body looks great. I have a nice shape, i'm just bigger. But it's a curvy big. I feel confident and boys look at me more. Especially when I show off the boobs.

...I haven't been taking vitamins or getting in protein or drinking water or exercising. So like nothing i'm suppose to do. Which is bad I know. I have decided to try to start again. I drank an instant carnation breakfast this morning which has some good protein. I plan on adding protein to it to make it really good. I need to get in my vits. And I need to exercise at least a little. There's a gym like a block from me that's paid for by the school. Honestly i've just been so busy I haven't really felt like working out but I know i'm not going to lose the rest of my weight without it.

...My new goal is 220-200. I have given it much thought and I think I will always be on the big side. But this is a healthier weight for me to be at. I am tall (almost 5'9) so this is good. That means I have like 60 lbs to lose. I can do that. That isn't even that much. 

...So I guess that's me. Doing good and getting by. I will try to report when I lose some more weight.

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