changes

Jul 11, 2007

A lot of things are moving and shifting positively though (please excuse the top pic for a better look go to the bottom.  I have to go to see a surgeon tommorow over two weeks ago I found a lump in my left brest just two days before my 35th birthday I had a mammo and ultrasound waiting for results.  Anyways my doc does not feel it is cancerous that it is an infection of my duct gland possibly a cyst so it has to be removed always a setback when your trying to accomplish something also I just moved into a beautiful apartment.  No one seemed to understand that when I said the previous one was dark dreary I just hated to be there the point is a new start> I am coming closer to my date for the informational session and looking forward even though I am leaning more toward the lapband I still think about the gastric bypass so I still am not 100% sure of the procedure that I should have.

insecurity

Jun 23, 2007

i went to the mall today with my sons father yes a part me still loves him we are not together.  the biggest problem i have is that i do not love myself as i was in the mall i am constantly looking at other people with feeling of woman being prettier have better shapes hairstyles and me just in general not feeling self confident .  Not saying I did not look nice but inside if you were to have a graph people would be the high level I would be the low .

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NORWICH, CT
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04/02/2013
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Jun 22, 2007
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