Why.......Oh Why...I Struggle

Jan 30, 2013

Hey guys it's been a long time since I've posted...And there's alot I would like to talk about.It is now 2013 Happy New Year's yall and hope all is in good health...Now for WLS talk am 3yrs in and I am still maintaining the weight I lost.All though its a lot frustrating still having to deal with the pain of caring around all this extra weight do to loose skin,Looking at me in pictures and even up close you would probably say what is this chick talking about i don't see any loose skin,That because I hide it well...Ive made body shaper's my best friend I swear I buy them by the dozen,I literary  feel like a sausage wrap so tightly and I have to make sure that am constantly drinking water or else I dehydrate, theres been many time I had to go to ER.And not to mention working out ,it's not that easy for me any more do to the loose skin (built in weights)On my lower body believe it or not I've put out my back more then once and had to do therapy for a lower disc being out of place and the pain from that is so unbearable you cant walk,sit,lay down sneezing is your enemy Oh Why oh why cant I naturally tighten all this loose skin(I've been told more then once by professional's  that it is not possible to tighten up this much skin with out having to do surgery) Great now what,My Insurance will not pay for this surgery they say its cosmetic and not medical(Oh Boy the not so nice thing I was saying in my brain) Me suffering from extreme lower back pain that affects my daily life  is not medical to them,I wish they could live a day in my shoes may be then  they will change there minds.I can not afford to pay for surgery out of pocket,so what is left for me to do other then wait,pray and cry for a miracle to come my way....I write my struggles so that others can compare there stories so please reach out and tell me if you have same or similar struggles and or if you have any suggestions of what I can do to solve my issue......Much thanks for viewing and hope to hear from you soon xoxox Haze

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