Home Sweet Home 4/18/2010

Apr 18, 2010

Hello everyone, oh how I have missed my computer lol. Ok so the surgery went good, ill go thru a play by play.
The morning of surgery I had to be there at 6am, surgery was at 9am I was so nervous and scared. My surgery was right on time. So going down the halls I wanted to yell Stop lol but I knew I couldn't. So in the O.R. they asked if I had any goals, I said to get in a pair of jeans and they asked anything else I said and some High heels lol, and then I was out. I woke up in recovery and the first thing I asked was if I was alive. Everyone kinda laughed and said yes you are. I was in recovery for awhile waiting for a room. I got in my room and got settled and then they have you get up and walk, I was able to do a little until I got very nauseous and started throwing up. I did throw up blood a couple times I know gross but they said its normal its from what is left over from surgery. I was so scared I was crying so bad and was just like what the hell did I do to myself. So my first night after surgery wasn't to fun, but it got better, I told the nurses that I think the pain meds was making me nauseous and they did change it and I was feeling much better.

So I was able to get out of the Hospital on Thur 4/15, I went from the hospital to my sister's so she could help me out and had a good time but really missed my place. Especially hard when everyone is eating and I'm not. I have been very emotional, while my family is eating wonderful food, I'm sipping water and still asking what did I do to myself. I mean will I ever be able to go to a BBQ and have a hot dog, or a slice of pizza, or a nice savory meal. I guess what the question I'm trying to get at is well i ever be normal?


Where I'm at now, I'm at home feeling good and just cant wait to get to have soft foods. My sister said she can tell I have lost a little weight which I don't see I still feel bloated from the gas lol. Oh and yes I had my surgery lapro. I guess that's it for now. I know I will be writing a lot on here. Take Care.

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