Thursday, July 29th

Jul 29, 2010

So it's been one month and 6 days since my surgery and I've lost a total of 33 lbs. i should be happy about that but I've got so far to go it seems like a drop in the bucket. Trying so hard to remain positive but my emotions keep getting the best of me. It's very frustrating knowing you can't eat. it's not even that you're hungry!!! that's what's so frustrating>>>>>>>>> it's that you remember how it made you feel and what it tasted like and how much you loved it and now you can't eat the same way so it makes you angry and depressed. I'm sure not everyone feels this way, but I sure do. I have good days and really bad days.

I have one more week off before I have to go back to work. I think, thinking about that is getting me down too. Having to deal with the questions the remarks the looks....all this really phsycs (sp) a person out.

One day at a time.......it's gotta get easier.

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Walnut, CA
Location
25.6
BMI
RNY
Surgery
06/23/2010
Surgery Date
Jun 08, 2010
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