37days out

Jun 10, 2013

37 days until my RNY Gastric Bypass..23 days until I start Opti-Fast. I'm not usually the type to be extremely excited about anything..EVER! BUT this is the biggest thing that I have ever done for myself, that I have actually followed through with any ways. I am not the least bit worried or scared about the surgery.

Really my only fear is not being able to conquer my eating addicitons and returning to my previous fat self. I know that is irrational thinking and I am sure that I am strong enough to make sure that this is not going to happen. My only other worry is that I can no longer have NSAIDS. Again this is mind over matter. I will figure out a way to deal with my osteo-arthritis pain later.  

Its all very exciting and I can't wait to start my new journey 

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