ROCK BOTTOM

Sep 20, 2015

Yesterday at work I weighed myself.. 263 lb, I wanted to cry, I wanted to go home and I wanted to eat.

Such a viscous circle I'm caught up in.

I have a great, amazing supportive husband and beautiful healthy kids, I feel like I've missed most of this life I've been given because of my constant battle with my weight. 

I can't go here because of my weight, don't want to go there because I have nothing to wear, I'll stay home because I feel embarrassed. I hate it.

I want to live, I want to change.. I need to change.

I can't do this on my own, I need help

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