Back to work tomorrow

Feb 20, 2010

I have been released to go back to work tomorrow. I have alot of mixed emotions about it. First and formost I loved being home for my children getting them off to school, having snacks ready when they get home, dinner on time! I have forgotten how it is to be a home mom. I am also leary about my energy levels and how they are going to work for me for the whole day. Yesterday was GERGEUOS here so I took advantage and went down to the boardwalk with my boys and the dog and walked about 45 minutes. I felt good but just the drive home about 20 min I got into the door and needed to take a nap. Could it be my iron? Christy Powers mentioned not to push that until 1 month post op, along with my b-12. I did meet my protein of 90 yesterday! finally! Thank you Shaunna by the way to turning me onto the Protien shop website! It is Awsome!
Friday was a hard day, I think my food disattachment set in. I was craving all kinds of crazy crap.. carne asada burritos, corral burger, spaghetti, garlic bread. I don't think I will be eating with the girls at work in the cafe @ lunch time. I need to focus and I don't need my old friend jumpin in my face. Maybe I will take up tanning and do that at my lunch time. This seems so off the wall and crazy but I know it is something we all experence in our own form. It is just totally nuts.
THEN!!! Carne Wilson??!! What is her story I don't get it. I read the people mag issue she was featured in and she stated, I have a problem I need help. DUH!!! that is why you had the By-pass in the first place. It isn't a CURE! It is a tool to assist you! For those who have worked hard in using thier tool to help them in thier sucess you give them a bad name. I understand she had to reverse it to have children and whatnot but come on! Was that your only crutch you had for your sucess? It just really peeved me to read such crap. We have addictive behaivors, some eat, drink, drugs, sex, read, write, study, work it comes in all forms. Sometimes we just can't identifie it and what it takes from our lives. Sometimes the outcome is good also BUT what did you loose in that time to get there?
So I'm babling and need to straighten up the house for the week...... till next time!

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