Getting closer.

Oct 04, 2010

Ok, so I had my 3rd visit on September 21st. That means I have 3 more months to go. I am so nervous and I feel like I have been doing all of the wrong things. I don't understand. I mean I haven't gained any  weight and I haven't lost any either. I feel like I let myself off the hook because I don't have any set amount of weight I'm supposed to loose according to the doctor. I'm free to eat what I want with a few limitations. I don't think that is helping me prepare and I know I should do better, but I'm not. I need help and motivation and inspiration. On October 21st, I'll have 2 more months too good...I'm getting scared and feel that I need more motivation to do what I know is right...but I can't tell anyone that because they will just say it's all my fault and tell me what to do instead of nicely helping me and motivating me.

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