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I may have another hernia. This really sucks. I really didn't know that this was a complication before I had the surgery. Not that I'm saying I wouldn't have gone ahead and had the surgery anyway. I probably would have but, I am so frustrated. I really hope that it's not. I do not want to have another surgery.

6 more pds til I hit my goal of 140pds! I could have never done this by myself. Last year I was 255 pds! A totally different person than I am today.
I love the new me!

I haven't posted here in a while. Just thought I would add a recent post. I am doing pretty good. We have been camping and vacationing alot this past month and a half (since I don't have a job anymore). So I haven't been able to make it to the gym. I'm feeling like crap. It's really hard to get back into the habit once you break the habit but, I'm gonna go get back into it later today. I'm gonna start off just cardio and maybe some light weights.
Anyway, I went in to get my bridesmaid dress altered. It was a sz 14 (I ordered it back in March) and she said I needed it altered 2 sizes! Wow! So we just ordered a new dress. She said it would be cheaper to alter the smaller dress. The wedding is on Sept 19th and my dress comes in on the 15th. She said I would still have time to alter it. So I really hope this works out.
I'm suppose to go to the doc for my year check up but, I'm scared. What if I have gained weight since my last weigh in? Idk, It's ok if I'm the same I just don't want to weigh more. I have only weighed myself at he doc's office so I can't even check to see what another scale says.
I really do need a scale and to start keepin track of my weight. So I can counter act any pounds I put on.
Anyway Hubby is still pretty insecure. He's always sayin "You wanna be single anyway". No thats not true at all. I love my husband and I don't want to be single. He's just so insecure and doesn't want me to hang out with my friends.
I do have more friends now since I've lost weight. Before when I was bigger I didn't have really any good freinds but, now that I'm more out going I have made more friends. He's having a hard time dealing with that. But, he . He would has always been very outgoing and had alot of friends would just rather sit at home with me all the time. Which isn't a bad thing but, I would rather be out doing something all the time. So we just are alittle different.
Anyway this is long enough I guess. I could say alot more but, That's probably enough of my business..lol

I had hernia repair surgery on 03/11. I HAD 4 HERNIA'S! It wasn't as painful as everyone tried to describe. It wasn't nearly as painful as the open rny. Don't get me wrong I am greatful! I am recovering quickly and with little pain. I am going back to work this saturday 03/21. I really can't afford to be out of work so I am thankful for a quick recovery. The most painful thing...the one thing that will make me cry in pain...is laughing. It's really hard to not laugh and crack jokes.

I went to the dr and he comfirmed that I do have 2 or more hernia's. This sucks! I am nervous. The doctor told me he said "I'm not gonna lie it's a painful surgery." I don't remember him saying that when I was scheduling the RNY...that made me alittle nervous...lol. I'm thinking it can't be anymore painful than the open rny....Can it? I also really can't afford to be out of work right now. I was hoping to come back after a wk and a half but that's not gonna happen. My boss said they won't let me come back til I get a release from my doctor. So I am hoping to be a fast healer..lol

Not obese anymore just overweight!! Woohoo..lol

I got home from the gym yesterday and had a pain in my stomach. I found a hard lump under my incision and it hurt. I called the doc's office and told them about it and they said it sounds like I have a hernia. That totally sucks!

We had my son's 8th b-day party @ Bouncing off the Walls. I finally got to play this yr. I raced my husband then my sisters and then like 10 of the kids individually through the obstical course. I had so much fun. I fell and skinned my elbow :-( I haven't skinned anything in yrs and yrs...I haven't played in yrs and yrs..lol

I am going out with the girls tonight and for the 1st time in 10 yrs I want to be seen. I used to go out (barely ever) and want to hide because, I felt like a huge fat cow. I am sooo excited! Woohoo!

Bought my 1st size 12 pants..I was pretty nervous they wouldn't fit. I told my husband to leave the room I didn't want him to witness it..lol But they fit I was so excited!! Woohoo!!