Now i see

Jan 12, 2009

I set here watching whats eating gilbert grape..
I cry just thinking about what i put my boys thru.
I was that big, were they truly embarrassed by me and just didnt let me know?
When she says i didnt mean to get this way.omg how many times did i say that?
When she says to the girl ive not always been like this..how many times did i say that?...
Then i think if i didnt have the surgery it could have been me leaving my boys....
Again im am thankful to Dr.Sonnastine and to my dh for re enlisting so i could have the surgery ..
I have always been embarrassed for my boys and my dh to be seen with me,not so much now but i know they are proud of me even though im still the big girl,i feel better and im not embarrassed so neither are they...
If you have never watched this movie.watch it

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About Me
aurora, IN
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RNY
Surgery
02/18/2008
Surgery Date
Jul 31, 2007
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