Update

Dec 12, 2009

One of my last posts was about my friend's mom, Pearl. Since that post, Mary found out that Pearl has pancreatic cancer. Stage IV. Inoperable, incurable. She's been in the hospital since shortly after my last post. I got a text message from Mary this afternoon. Pearl has but hours left. This is horrible. I'm praying for the family, and will have everyone I know pray for them as well. This is just a sad situation.

My surgery is in 3 days. I have been on clear liquids, plus protein drinks, since Monday. I have lost about 12 pounds. I feel sick, I have a bad taste in my mouth, I'm cranky, I'm emotional and I have NO energy.

I spoke to my husband about this yesterday. He totally understands and told me not to worry if the house isn't spotless, he will do it when gets here. *sighs* I've been going to bed at 7:30 pm. It's well after that right now, but I'm starting to nod off.

I'm having the surgery to improve my life expectancy and the quality of my life. Right now, I'm kinda doubting my sanity. I will be pushing through that.

I just hope that everything turns out ok.

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Sandy, UT
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12/15/2009
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Sep 21, 2009
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