Sabine I.
Finally
Mar 11, 2007
OMG, finally the scale is moving again. This was a long 2 1/2 weeks. This was my first stall. I was getting so depressed and was ready to throw the scale out of the window. Im so exited that i lost 3 more lbs. woooooohhhhhhoooooooooo
God Bless, Hugssssssssss
God Bless, Hugssssssssss
Do you see a difference
Mar 04, 2007
66lbs gone - forever
11/19/06 - 305 lbs 2/15/07 - 239 lbs
11/19/06 - 305 lbs 2/15/07 - 239 lbs
11/19/06 - 305 lbs 02/15/06 - 239 lbs
OMG its been long
Mar 04, 2007
OMG where is the time going. Its been a long time that i haven't updated. OK here it comes.
I been loosing very good. Got 66 lbs down. WOW It has been a ruff journey. I did pretty good at first. Until i was told to go ahead and try regular food. That was a big no no, lol. Meat i had and still have a hard time to digest. And Veggies. So i was told from my Nut to go back to purred food for 2 more weeks. No problem!!! So after 2 weeks it got a little better. But it is still hard for me. I got to be so careful what i eat. If i don't it hurts so bad and i have to make myself throw up. I eat a lot of sf popsicle im hooked on them, lol. If i cook a meal i be so careful what i use and then when i eat gosh it hurt and i just can't eat it. Doesnt matter what i cook. The best thing for me is soup out of the can or go out and eat. When i go out im doing really fine and have no problems at all. Or i get shrimps from the chinese restaurant, lol. Oh well it gonna get better im just a little over 3 months out.
Other wise im doing really good besides doing exercise, lol. I went to the YMCA and started a membership there. I did really good till i got sick for 2 weeks, i was really bad of. Once i got ok again i got the painters in the house and had no time to go to the YMCA. Then after that i got the floor people in the house. Then i went hunting on new furniture. And of course i cant forget that my daughter got a lot of appointments with therapist and doctors. So my days are all filled up. Now i was ready to go on Monday, 3/5/07 and what do i do, lol. I pulled a muscle while in the shower. What a mess. Grrrrrrrrr, lol. Oh well guess i have to wait again.
Well i really had a hard time the last 2 weeks with my daughter. She is 4 years old. She is diagnosed with RAD (Reactive Attachment Disorder), ADHD and ODD. I been having a hard time with her all the time but the last 2 weeks i thought im going out of my mind. Now she started to pee all over the place and she been clean for over 2 years now. It doesnt matter where we at she just let it go, at the store, at the therapist office, in the car, at home in her room, while she is at the dinner table etc etc etc. Im really going crazy with her. Now i been ignoring her for the last 3 days and just shut her out of my life. Well going back to the Therapist on Tuesday and will see how it goes then. The problem is, at the Therapist she is doing so good and the soones we walk out there, she back to her old self. Grrrrrrr I just don't know.
Hmmmmmmmmm Saturday, 3/3/07 was my DH and my Anniversary 12 Years. I know that my DH is not the romantic man but........ Arghhh im so pissed and mad and ....... He worked Friday night and then he goes to his next job after that so i don't see him in the morning. Well he called me once he got to his day job and said HAPPY ANIVERSAY ok. When he came home nothing, nothing, no flowers or a card. Well darn it what in the world???? Don't i deserve better. Im a stay at home mom. I take care of the bills. I take care of the cars. I take care of the kids. I take care of the house. I wash, clean, cook play taxi, run to doctor app. and then im my DH secretary since he can't use his right hand i have to do all of his paperwork from his job. And then NOTHING. I was so depressed, mad etc, etc. Then we supposed to go to Myrtle Beach on Sunday since DH is off on that day. He came home this morning, i finished the paperwork after i sat at the computer all day Saturday (my aniversay) to do his paperwork, i cooked him a german dinner on Saturday. I washed the dishes. So he comes home and started to cook his breakfast. I finished his paperwork, then i gave my kids their bath so i did not had to worry about it when we come back. You would think that he ask me if he can help me with something so we could leave, yea right not my DH. He went to bed and went to sleep. So there i was worked my rear end of on Saturday and was about ready to leave to Myrtle Beach Sunday morning and he is sleeping. Grrrrrrrrrr im so mad i could scream. Not to forget that there was no flowers, card, kiss, hug or anything. Well at lunch i fixed the kids some to eat and put them in bed for a nap. 30 minutes after that DH woke up. He had an attitude and i did not say anything. Well i thought bunk it. I went to bed and took a nap too since he made on effort to get ready to go. So 2 hours later i got up once i heard my kids up. DH still have an attitude. My daughter of course peed in her bed. Grrrrrrrrrr, so i just ignored her. She just want to push my buttons like always. I thought what the hell is going on here. I told told my son to get dressed, i got myself dressed. I took my son and left. On the way out the door my hubby started yelling at me where i was going. I told him "OUT". Then he said, if i was not taking my daughter, i said nope. He goes, since i take my son i should take her too. I told him nope she think she can pee all over the place and it doesnt matter where we at she will not go with me and he can take care of her. Boy was he mad, lol. So my son and i went to the movies and then out for dinner. We had a great time and it felt good to be out without my hubby and daughter. It is hard to say that but this is what i needed. I need a brake sometimes too. Of course DH was pissed at me but i really don't care.
Wow now i feel better. Sorry to rant like this but i had to get this of my chest.
Till then God bless, Hugsssssssssssss
I been loosing very good. Got 66 lbs down. WOW It has been a ruff journey. I did pretty good at first. Until i was told to go ahead and try regular food. That was a big no no, lol. Meat i had and still have a hard time to digest. And Veggies. So i was told from my Nut to go back to purred food for 2 more weeks. No problem!!! So after 2 weeks it got a little better. But it is still hard for me. I got to be so careful what i eat. If i don't it hurts so bad and i have to make myself throw up. I eat a lot of sf popsicle im hooked on them, lol. If i cook a meal i be so careful what i use and then when i eat gosh it hurt and i just can't eat it. Doesnt matter what i cook. The best thing for me is soup out of the can or go out and eat. When i go out im doing really fine and have no problems at all. Or i get shrimps from the chinese restaurant, lol. Oh well it gonna get better im just a little over 3 months out.
Other wise im doing really good besides doing exercise, lol. I went to the YMCA and started a membership there. I did really good till i got sick for 2 weeks, i was really bad of. Once i got ok again i got the painters in the house and had no time to go to the YMCA. Then after that i got the floor people in the house. Then i went hunting on new furniture. And of course i cant forget that my daughter got a lot of appointments with therapist and doctors. So my days are all filled up. Now i was ready to go on Monday, 3/5/07 and what do i do, lol. I pulled a muscle while in the shower. What a mess. Grrrrrrrrr, lol. Oh well guess i have to wait again.
Well i really had a hard time the last 2 weeks with my daughter. She is 4 years old. She is diagnosed with RAD (Reactive Attachment Disorder), ADHD and ODD. I been having a hard time with her all the time but the last 2 weeks i thought im going out of my mind. Now she started to pee all over the place and she been clean for over 2 years now. It doesnt matter where we at she just let it go, at the store, at the therapist office, in the car, at home in her room, while she is at the dinner table etc etc etc. Im really going crazy with her. Now i been ignoring her for the last 3 days and just shut her out of my life. Well going back to the Therapist on Tuesday and will see how it goes then. The problem is, at the Therapist she is doing so good and the soones we walk out there, she back to her old self. Grrrrrrr I just don't know.
Hmmmmmmmmm Saturday, 3/3/07 was my DH and my Anniversary 12 Years. I know that my DH is not the romantic man but........ Arghhh im so pissed and mad and ....... He worked Friday night and then he goes to his next job after that so i don't see him in the morning. Well he called me once he got to his day job and said HAPPY ANIVERSAY ok. When he came home nothing, nothing, no flowers or a card. Well darn it what in the world???? Don't i deserve better. Im a stay at home mom. I take care of the bills. I take care of the cars. I take care of the kids. I take care of the house. I wash, clean, cook play taxi, run to doctor app. and then im my DH secretary since he can't use his right hand i have to do all of his paperwork from his job. And then NOTHING. I was so depressed, mad etc, etc. Then we supposed to go to Myrtle Beach on Sunday since DH is off on that day. He came home this morning, i finished the paperwork after i sat at the computer all day Saturday (my aniversay) to do his paperwork, i cooked him a german dinner on Saturday. I washed the dishes. So he comes home and started to cook his breakfast. I finished his paperwork, then i gave my kids their bath so i did not had to worry about it when we come back. You would think that he ask me if he can help me with something so we could leave, yea right not my DH. He went to bed and went to sleep. So there i was worked my rear end of on Saturday and was about ready to leave to Myrtle Beach Sunday morning and he is sleeping. Grrrrrrrrrr im so mad i could scream. Not to forget that there was no flowers, card, kiss, hug or anything. Well at lunch i fixed the kids some to eat and put them in bed for a nap. 30 minutes after that DH woke up. He had an attitude and i did not say anything. Well i thought bunk it. I went to bed and took a nap too since he made on effort to get ready to go. So 2 hours later i got up once i heard my kids up. DH still have an attitude. My daughter of course peed in her bed. Grrrrrrrrrr, so i just ignored her. She just want to push my buttons like always. I thought what the hell is going on here. I told told my son to get dressed, i got myself dressed. I took my son and left. On the way out the door my hubby started yelling at me where i was going. I told him "OUT". Then he said, if i was not taking my daughter, i said nope. He goes, since i take my son i should take her too. I told him nope she think she can pee all over the place and it doesnt matter where we at she will not go with me and he can take care of her. Boy was he mad, lol. So my son and i went to the movies and then out for dinner. We had a great time and it felt good to be out without my hubby and daughter. It is hard to say that but this is what i needed. I need a brake sometimes too. Of course DH was pissed at me but i really don't care.
Wow now i feel better. Sorry to rant like this but i had to get this of my chest.
Till then God bless, Hugsssssssssssss
My weightloss tracker
Nov 22, 2006
| Date | Weight | Status | Loss | BMI |
|---|---|---|---|---|
| 11-20-06 | 305 | PRE-OP | XXXX | 49.2 |
| 11-22-06 | 303 | SURGERY | 2 | 48.9 |
| 11-23-06 | 296 | POST-OP | 9 | 47.8 |
| 11-24-06 | 293 | POST-OP | 12 | 47.3 |
| 11-26-06 | 291.5 | POST-OP | 13.5 | 47.0 |
| 11-30-06 | 288 | POST-OP | 17 | 46.5 |
| 12-10-06 | 283 | POST-OP | 22 | 45.7 |
| 12-16-06 | 278 | POST-OP | 27 | 44.9 |
| 12-21-06 | 276 | POST-OP | 29 | 44.5 |
| 12-24-06 | 271.5 | POST-OP | 33.5 | 43.7 |
| 12-26-06 | 270.5 | POST-OP | 34.5 | 43.6 |
| 01-05-07 | 260 | POST-OP | 45 | 42 |
| 01-22-07 | 257 | POST-OP | 48 | 41.5 |
| 02-01-07 | 248.5 | POST-OP | 56.5 | 40.1 |
| 02-15-07 | 245 | POST-OP | 60 | 39.5 |
| 02-23-07 | 239 | POST-OP | 66 | 38.6 |
| 03-11-07 | 236 | POST-OP | 69 | 38.1 |
| 03-26-07 | 234 | POST-OP | 71 | 37.8 |
| 04-02-07 | 229 | POST-OP | 76 | 37.0 |
| 05-01-07 | 216 | POST-OP | 89 | 34.9 |
| 08-18-07 | 192 | POST-OP | 113 | 31.0 |
| 09-07-07 | 188 | POST-OP | 117 | 30.3 |
| 09-14-07 | 183 | POST-OP | 122 | 29.5 |
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Im on the Loserside
Nov 22, 2006
Wow i got it behind me, im finally on the Loserside of town. Today is Thanksgiving and i can't believe im sitting here at my desk writing away. The first 2 days was hard, i was hurting all over like someone had beating me up. Yesterday i slept a lot thruout the day. Well i weight my self this morning and i have lost 9lbs since monday. lol no wonder, i can't eat anything. Yesterday morning i took all of my medication and vitamins and minerals and i was full. Then i had a jello for lunch. Then i had my proteinshake for dinner. Wow never thought i will be eating like this. lol The most important thing is im feeling pretty good and im not hurting to much. God Bless
Getting depressed
Nov 17, 2006
sitting here thinking omg 3 more nights till the big day. Aint no support here in my household. I just could sit here and cry. My husband is beeing an idot and ass...... I got so much to do and he not helping at all. My kids know that there is something going on and of course are acting up. Im so tired and just feel like sleeping but if i do that nothing gets done. Im just so fed up with everything. My daughter is coming tomorrow from Savanah to help out with my kids. Im so thankful that she is able to come. Will update soon.
God Bless
God Bless
Im Aproved!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nov 10, 2006
OK i finally can write my update. I had an Doctors Appointment on November 7, 2006. He came in looked at me and asked me if im ready. I told him heck yea i been ready lol. He laughed and said ok lets do it. He left and the insurance girl came and got me to her office. She made some phonecalls to the hospital and scheduled my surgery for November 20, 2006 @ 1.45pm wooooohhhhoooo im so exited. At first i cryed and cryed, then i laughed and jumped, then i made phonecalls lol. And now im finally able to put it down in my profile. The hard thing is he told me to stay under 60 mg of Carbs so my liver can shrink. Wow i went shopping and it took forever to find things that i can eat. lol And of course now i get head hungry. lol But i will make it. It is not to long no more. On November 15, 2006 i go to pre op. Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh
Will update soon.
God Bless
Update
Nov 06, 2006
Ok Dr. Harris Office faxed all the paperwork to Tricare on the 25th of October. I got that blood work done they wanted. I called Tricare on the 1st of November 2006 and they told me that im aproved wooooohhhhhooooooooo. So i called my Doctors Office to tell them and to give them the Tracking Number since they don't have an aproval number till im out of the hospital.I left a message on Susi's answering maschine and then she called me back and told me that they have to have some in writing. So i gave her the number Tricare gave me for her. On November 2 Tina a new nurse from Doctor Harris (Terri left) called me and asked me for the name of the place i got my bloodwork done for Tricare cause they did not send them a copy, (heck i don't know where they send it to cause Dr. Harris ordered it) lmao. So November 3rd Tina called me back and said she is gonna see that she can get me in to see Dr. Harris on November 7, 2006. So i called this morning November 6th to see if Tina was able to get me in for Tuesday. Yesssssssssssss i got an appointment with Dr. Harris tomorrow wooohhhhhoooooooooo. So i guess we gonna set all the rest up what he need before surgery. Can't hardly wait till tomorrow lol. Going to update tomorrow. God Bless
Update
Oct 26, 2006
I called Dr. Harris Office on October 20th, 2006 and left a message for Terri (Nurse). She called me back the same day. I asked her if she can tell me when they faxed everything to my Insurance. She said that a Girl named Susi is doing this and that she was not in the Office this week so when she be back the following week she will fax it to Tricare. Grrrrrr
So i called Susi on October 24th and left her a message. She called me back the next day and said that she will fax it to Tricare today and that we should hear from Tricare within a week. Then the next day on October 26th Nurse Terri called me in the morning and said that Tricare had called her and that they want 1 mor Blood test for Ulcers. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr I don't have any Ulcers and never had any. Ok so i went and picked up the Persription for a Bloodtest the same day and got it done the same day. They told me it will take 1 or 2 days till they can fax the result to my Doctors office. Hmmmmmmmmmmm Today October 27th i haven't hear from my Doctors Office, so i guess they didn't get the result yet. Ok here we go again waiting waiting waiting.
I will update as soon i hear from Terri
God Bless
So i called Susi on October 24th and left her a message. She called me back the next day and said that she will fax it to Tricare today and that we should hear from Tricare within a week. Then the next day on October 26th Nurse Terri called me in the morning and said that Tricare had called her and that they want 1 mor Blood test for Ulcers. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr I don't have any Ulcers and never had any. Ok so i went and picked up the Persription for a Bloodtest the same day and got it done the same day. They told me it will take 1 or 2 days till they can fax the result to my Doctors office. Hmmmmmmmmmmm Today October 27th i haven't hear from my Doctors Office, so i guess they didn't get the result yet. Ok here we go again waiting waiting waiting.
I will update as soon i hear from Terri
God Bless
2nd Doctor Visit
Oct 23, 2006
Went to see my Doc today. He asked me a bunch of questions, i guess he had to do that to make sure i know what im getting in and that i really want to do this. I guess i gave him the right answers cause he said that im ready for surgery. Now we doing the waiting game again. He is gonna get the report to my Insurance, The way i been hearing about Tricare they really good in approving this surgery. I can't hardly wait. lol Will update soon.
God Bless
God Bless
