THE COUNT DOWN IS FINALLY HERE 34 HOUR TILL I GO

Nov 09, 2010

Good day all!
Today was my last day at work there are aprox 34 hour till I live to the air port , my nerves are getting worst now , but I will find a way of controlling them.  Today at the end of my working day every single one of my friends/coworkers came and hugged me and wished me good luck , yes i have to admit that I got teary eyes when i walked out of the clinic i work at, and that was the minuted my nerves got worst. I cant begin to explained how I feel right at this moment, there are all kids of feeling going through my mind. But I will say that I am ready for this, just  to know that my high blood pressure, diabetes, and my back pain will go away after i loose the weight , is enough to explain how ready I am, but I am not going to lye that to also know that I can wear cloth that I have never dreamed of and to know that every one will look at me for me and not cause I am a big women, makes me feel good, oh and the most important reason , To be able to be a mom that has been my dream since I got married and due to my obesity I have not been able to be a mother. Well with all this said I hope everyone wish me good luck on my surgery and I hope to write ounces again real soon...
love Indy

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