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sorry i haven't been on ive been struggling  with this weight still im 285.6 pounds im ready to give up  the doctor said i need to loose 50 pounds i said i would have lost it all ready if i could 

Omg I'm now 284 this sucks

I AM GOING TO LOWELL GEN ON SEPT 21ST FOR 4 HOURS

omg i just walked i think a mile and im ready to pass out the kids help me get motavated i was asked to walk with my friend to pick her kids up tommrow idk if im gonna go i thought i was gonna die my little one goes mommy you can do it i didnt give birth to him but he loves me like a mommy

A Dieter’s Night Before Christmas
Twas the night before Christmas and all ’round my hips
Were Fannie May candies that had sneaked past my lips.
Fudge brownies were stored in the freezer with care
In hopes that my thighs would forget they were there.

While Mama in her girdle and I in chin straps
Had just settled down to sugar-borne naps.
When out in the pantry there arose such a clatter
I sprang from my bed to see what was the matter.

Away to the kitchen I flew like a flash
Tore open the icebox then threw up the sash.
The marshmallow look of the new-fallen snow
Sent thoughts of a binge to my body below.

When what to my wandering eyes should appear:
A marzipan Santa with eight chocolate reindeer!
That huge chunk of candy so luscious and slick
I knew in a second that I’d wind up sick.

The sweet-coated Santa, those sugared reindeer
I closed my eyes tightly but still I could hear;
On Pritzker, on Stillman, on weak one, on TOPS,
A Weight Watcher dropout from sugar detox.

From the top of the scales to the top of the hall
Now dash away pounds now dash away all.
Dressed up in Lane Bryant from my head to night-dress
My clothes were all bulging from too much excess.

My droll little mouth and my round little belly
They shook when I laughed like a bowl full of jelly.
I spoke not a word but went straight to my work
Ate all of the candy then turned with a jerk.

And laying a finger beside my heartburn
I gave a quick nod, toward the bedroom I turned.
I eased into bed, to the heavens I cry
If temptation’s removed I’ll get thin by and by!

And I mumbled again as I turned for the night
In the morning I’ll starve…’til I take that first bite!

i  lost 8 lbs im now 285 so happy i keep walking for 20 mins

im getting so frustrated i look like a slob my t shirts dont even go over my belly they ride up i cant fit in my pants i feel like crap  like nobody wants to make an efford to get a referral to help me get this lap band all i can do is dream and picture myself not fat