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Wow...time is flying!!
I put my husbands jacket on the other day.....fit perfectly except that I can not button....but Im on my way!!

I havent bought anymore clothes yet..one reason being finances!!  The other is Im so afraid I wont be able to fit the size I "think" I should fit!!  Guess Im
scared of dissappointment. 

I have a nutritionist appt next week....I gotta get at least 4 pounds off by then!! Pray for me!!!

Im thinkn bout startin over to jump start my weight loss again...it has really slowed!!!  I want to cover it with my nutritionist first.

20 more weeks....I will have to lose at least 2.72 pounds a week to make my goal by the week of my anniversary date!!!   
Ive made it this far by and through GOD....He will take me the rest of the way.

Hey All,  I've posted some more pictures (finally!).  
This week my hubby has been going with me to the gym and helping me with my weights...It's great!!  I don't want to start lifting too much cause it'll show up on the scales...but I do want to tone.   Thank goodness my skin isnt too bad as far as droopy and stuff.  
I have set a goal...finally..I didnt want to before for fear of failure..but I did and here it is:   155-170.   My goal is to try to hit as close a possibe by my anniversary (Dec).  PRAY FOR ME!!!  


I wanna take some time to give my supports some KUDOS cause they mean so much to me:

To My Lord Jesus:  All PRAISE, HONOR AND GLORY BELONGS TO YOU.  YOU ARE MY SOURCE.  YOU ARE..MY ...I AM!  MY FIRST & FOREMOST LOVE!

 To my husband:  U will never know how much your love and support has carried me through!! Time after time I have been discouraged and down on myself....I love you for loving me no matter what size I was/am.  Nobody knows how to love me like you know how to love me.  No love can ever replace the love GOD has given to us!!!  Thank you for loving GOD and for being the Man Of God that you are!  I am proud to call you the Priest of my home.

To my children: U two mean SOOOO much to me.  Thank you for believing in me and supporting me and helping me with the house work when I was not feeling good.  Thank you for loving mommie..big or small.  Thank you for being the GOD loving and fearing children that you are.  I AM SO PROUD of you both!

To my family:  Thank you for being there through my surgery.  You will never know what that meant to me.  Kudos to my "foster" grand kids and daughter.
Kudos to my mom and sisters.  Love you all.

To the Sharpe's AND Jeff Cox: Thank you for EVERYTHING.  You mean soooo much to me!! God Bless.

To Redella Hedrick:  Thank you for your kind words and support.  The help you gave before and after my surgery.  GOD Bless and Keep you.

To Wanda Roberson :  2 year post op...You will never know and no words can ever say!!!!  Thank you and God Bless you!!


If I have missed anyone...it aint cause I dont love you...my mind is just not as young as it used to be....THANKS AND KUDOS TO YOU!!

My apologies for not keeping an updated profile.  Life is so busy and change is so time consuming.  
Wonderful things are happening to my body!!  My outlook is soooo different but the same in so many ways!!
I am in a size 16...but can fit 14s if I suck in a little....that's fine for now...I started out in size 26/28.    

I will put some more pics on when I get a chance. 

MY GOALS:
         RENEW MY DEDICATION TO JESUS: LORD AND SAVIOR

1.  To be 160-170 pounds but try and not be smaller than a size 10/12.

2.  To lose 2.5 to 3 pounds a week up until my anniversary date : DEC 5th.

 3. Exercise vigorously 4-5 times a week and for it become part of my nature.
 
 4. Be able to wear my husbands jackets and button them!!!

 5. Be able to run around the church when the Spirit moves!!!

 6. Be happy with myself...proud of myself...and know who I am cause God says that I am.

Wow!! Today is Dec 2,2006 and I can't believe I only have 2 more day to wait!!! Dec 5 seemed so far away two weeks ago.  I am anxious...my mind is at an all time NO FOCUS!!!  I haven't really thought about how I would react to be even 30 lbs lighter.  God help me!!!!  Cause I'm already FINE and delicately proportioned......God help me...Im gone be da' BOMB!!! and feeling good to boot!!  My hubby hasn't said much...he's eatin' an awful lot though...think it is his nerves!!!!

Today was my pre-op apt.  15 days to go...7 working days!!
This is exciting..but today I was melancholy.  Family is so important, especially the youth!  If we (adults) don't look out for them, pray for them, try and understand them and show mercy,...there aint much hope.   I send out a prayer for the youth in my family (church and natural) as well as to youth around the globe..it's so hard to be young in these last days!!!!
Everything went well today.....!!!!  I was actually down 2.4 pounds.
Thank GOD for my children and that He keeps my husband and me on our knees!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!