Appointment updates and freaking out!!!

Oct 14, 2010

So today I had my last of the required getting ready appointments.  I had to have several appointments with one of the hospital's specialists given another non-weight related health issue that I have.  Now that that is over the next appointment is the actual pre-op at the hospital.

On a side note - I'm starting my liquid diet next week and my husband says to me - so this is your last week of eating regular (insert dramatic tone now please) "for the rest of your life".  Ok well yes - I knew that - in my head it's logical makes perfect sense - so why am I freaked out all of a sudden?  I guess with every passing day this becomes more and more real - it's going tohappen.  I've been trying very hard to not to the "goodbye to chocolate, goodbye to bread... kind of thinking and behaviour.  I'm still sticking to a reasonably healthy diet - smaller - packed at home lunches, more home cooked meals, and more regular breakfasts.

I'm enjoying foods that I know I won't be able to have for a while - but in moderation.

oh and by the way - the pedometer I got on the weekend - I dropped it and it broke - oh well - I think I'll get a sturdier one.

Cheers
Christine

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