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I went to the doctor on last wensday and i lost another 12 lbs. So far to date i am down 32 lbs and feeling REALLY GOOD!! I got another 11/2 cc's. This filll has been different. I have been sick more than usual, but i think i am just learning my myself.

I have been continuing to work out and i amd SOOOO proud of myself. I think its becoming a habit. I would have never thought that i could make it apart of my daily ritual but it is becoming just that. To myself "Lady Redd" keep up the good work. 

oh yeah i get another fill next week. I think i need one i have been able to eat more than what i need to be eating!!! 

Sometimes things happen in your life that make u feel like everything is all good. I went to see Mary J Blige and Robin Thicke last night and it was one of the best concerts i have ever been at. Mary made me feel like there is hope and that there is really no reason to worry or 2nd guess myself and the decsion that i have made. With that in mind i am going to work out and continue on this journey of being the new woman that i am becoming!!!

I finally went and worked out yesterday. Thanks for an extra push from my husband. I worked out for  about an hour.. wow I am really proud of myself.. and u know what it felt good..

Since  my surgery i have been trying to force myself everyday to work out and every day there is a different excuse. I vowed to myself b4 i had the surgery that i will work out at least 3 times a week, and to date i have only worked out 1 time. Not a good look, the weight is coming off but my arms look horrible!!!! i have to get my lazy but up and get to the gym. There is really no excuse i have a workout room (FREE) in my complex, actually right downstairs. i need that extra PUSH... SOMEBODY PLEASE let me know i am not the only one feeling this way...
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lazy bandy

Today was  a very interesting day for me. After getting my fill this week my doctor told me to try to eat today. So that's what i did, i began eating a (1) pancake. About 5 minutes later I found my self throwing up. I have heard so many people saying that they have thrown up, but since I hadn't in the past month i thought i wouldn't. Little to my surprise, I did. It all came up at once. That's one feeling that i dint want to have EVER again. I started replaying in my mind what i did wrong, and i came to the conclusion that i must not have chewed my food good. WOWWWW!!!

Lesson learned CHEW YOUR FOOD WELL OR IT WILL COME UP!!!

I went for my first fill yesterday. I was nervous and I didint know what to expect . I first got weighed in and I had gained 1/2 pound. Wow was that discourging. I went in and the doctor assured me that it was normal because i was bloated (that i had gained). The fill went great, it didnt hurt at all. I had 2 cc's put in, Today i been extremly full I really have not eaten to much and i still fill full. To date I am down 191/2 pounds. Shooting for at least another 80 lbs.