IMSvelte
4 Days until surgery
Mar 11, 2011
I'm going crazy. I just started back to work (which will be/is a blessing) as an independent contractor for a travel agency. (I was in the business 18 years ago. Went on maternity leave and never went back!) I'll be working at home, on my own schedule. It's very exciting and has given me a reason to live/sense of purpose. (Besides the biggest reason -- my daughter.)HOWEVER I need to focus. I have my (first) two reservations to complete and then it's gotta be "all about me". I'm getting really scared. At my pre-op class, they were going SO FAST. I felt like I was cramming for a test and if I failed it, I WOULD DIE.
After all this time, never being ready; never thinking it would happen. And now, it's HERE. My house is a mess. I'm spinning, there is so much to do.
Any words of wisdom? When will I really be able to work? Clean my house? I don't have time right now! Ahhhhhh.
Many thanks in advance,
IM Svelte <---- Ha!
