Gained Weight!
Dec 07, 2009
I feel like a loser (gainer). My mom has been in and out of the hospital for months now and ll the stress and fast food is catching up with me. I need to get my emotions and eating under control before I am back to 315 lbs. Someone stop me!!!
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Well....?
Dec 10, 2008
Well I have been at the same weight for a month now. I really am not sure wtf is going on with my body right now. Maybe it was thanksgiving, whatever it is it sucks, lol. I have been working out, but I am thinking about working out a few more days a week. I am 30 lbs from the dr's goal weight for me and 50 from my goal. I am bound and determined to make it. Sometimes I wonder though if anything will be enough for me. I honestly look in the mirror and still see the same fatty face looking back. I need a reality check or something I think. I mean I have lost 83 lbs since July and still feel the same. Only thing that sometimes wakes me up a little is the smaller number in my jeans. On the upbeat I havent had any serious dumping syndrome for a while now. I have found that when I start to feel sick after I eat if I lay down as soon as possible the nauseas feeling passes in about a half an hour. I have been having a lot of problems with constipation lately. I plan on calling the Dr. tomorrow to see what I can do to help it. Well hope everyone is well.
Dr, apt.
Nov 14, 2008
Well I had my check up with my surgeon last week. Everything went well. I finally asked him his goal weight for me. It was higher then what I had set for myself. His goal for me is 200 lbs. Because I am 6' tall. I had set my goal at 170, but he said that is very possible for me to reach that goal. I am down 82 lbs from my heaviest weight. Right now kinda chillin at the 230 mark. Not bad for a little under 4 months out. My next check up with my surgeon is 8 months from now on my 1 year anniversary July 16th. Then I get a full work up as far as my blood work goes. It will be interesting to see those results. I am starting to wonder how I am going to feel on thanksgiving... I think it will be kind of hard not to eat like everyone else. The up side is I am pretty sure my family isnt doing anything anyways. Which usually would make me sad but this year it may be a blessing.
Well its been a while!
Oct 13, 2008
3 months out this week. I am down 62 lbs. I am feeling pretty good lately. I am very happy that I made the decision I did to have my roux en y. It was rough going for a while, but it has really been paying off. I feel soooo much better. I have another check up with my surgeon the beginning of Nov. I need to ask him what his goal is for me. I set one for myself but I am not quite sure it is realistic. I am 6' tall and have a large frame, so I don't know if my goal is unacheivable or not. I have been at the same weight for about a week now. I guess I am at a plateau right now. I am ok with it though. Next weekend I am going to ride roller coasters again. I am very excited about it, knowing I am going to fit... and not having that little twinge of terror of oh god please let me fit in this damn seat.
Down 3 pants sizes in 8 weeks!
Sep 10, 2008
I have recently discovered that dumping syndrome is a bitch!!!! But I am down 3 pant sizes so that almost makes it worth it... lol.